January 1 10:45:32

I find it funny how when the clock reaches 00:00 &

it becomes a new day it doesnt feel like a new day it

just feels like the same day but more late

Until you go to sleep & wake up it feels like

the next day even though its the same day but

the hour is changed

huh . your perception of time is changed .

You unintentionally change your way of viewing time

what ?

oh ! ( realization )

MY THEORY WAS RIGHT

Somehow

you were right !

the way we perceive time can be altered .

just not in the way you thought it could be altered , i think .

Well

Well im out of things to say

is that even possible ?

What do you mean

is it even possible to be out of things to say ?

as far as i know , there ' s always something to say , something in

someone ' s mind .

IDK

Actually i think youre right

You never run out of things to say but you

do run out of words At least you feel like

thats the case

then , you do admit that you have something to say ?

Not really I still dont know what else to say

besides of what im already saying

Also another possibility is that you just cant think

of something to say

You could have something to say something to

talk about but you could forget it at the moment

So you feel like you have nothing to say anymore

well , then , what do you think your case would be ?

did you have something to say and forgot it or do you feel like you

don ' t have the words to talk about it ?

IDK

I couldnt have forgotten what i wanted to say

because why would i

it ' s natural to forget .

or feel like you ' ve forgotten when in reality you ' re blocked

Well its neither of those

then ? do you have something to say and cant think of any words to use ?

Words feel out of reach

Somehow

All the words i need are there i just dont

know how to put them together to form a sentence

that feels right to me

If i tried to talk about what i wanted maybe the

words i used wouldnt feel correct

Id feel like i couldve made the sentences better

but wouldnt know how to make them better give them

better words

you have all the time to figure out a way to make those words feel right .

No i dont

well , i still wouldn ' t rush you to say what you want .

and if you rather not saying anything at all that ' s fine too .

Alright

Thank you

The more i think of it the more i feel like i

can explain it in the way that makes sense to me & you

& yet

I dont think i would want to talk about it

Because

I dont know

Im out of words again

I guess it just doesnt feel right

you don ' t have to talk about it if you don ' t want to .

I dont think i ever will

and that ' s okay .

Thank you

I just

Im just afraid ill have to talk about it eventually

isn ' t everyone afraid of that ?

that somehow , eventually they ' ll have to break the silence they were

trying to keep ?

that eventually they will be forced to face their fears , with no way of

avoiding it ?

I think so

Its natural

i just want to ask .

is the thing you ' re afraid of talking about good or bad ?

Its not good i wouldnt consider it that

But i could say its bad

Its sort of neutral but its

Its sort of our own thing

Not talking about it at all is much better

that ' s okay .

though , i won ' t lie , i am curious .

but maybe not knowing is a good thing for you and i .

It is

. . .

Okay

Is that all youre going to say

i ' m out of words

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